10, 000 Hz Legend (lambnesiac) wrote in yetihunters,
10, 000 Hz Legend

10/4/05: Crazy.

I feel different. Today, yesterday, last week; I feel different. I think about the yeti, and I don't know. I don't know how it makes me feel. I feel something, but--I don't even know if it's real. Sometimes I wonder whether I am pretending and I don't even know it.

I read other posts on this community, and I think I identify with them, but I do not know anymore. I don't even know!

I asked recently how the yeti makes others in the group feel, and the sole response was "Sad. And MAD."

That isn't how I feel. All I think about lately is Mexico, and how close it is to the United States. How easy it would be! How easy it would be to go there, and to see my family, but God, I can't think about that now. The yeti. The yeti. Mexico.

When did I get to be so old?
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